God. I think I'll gonna be killed by Australia life. It's terribly boring and boring.  
Life everyday in Australia all looks like the same. There is nothing interesting and funny.
There are only nothing, nothing, and nothing even though I have time to go everywhere.
If someone ask me what the hell looks like, I will tell him/ her "it just looks like this." How terrible it is.
I think I'll gonna be crazy. My life is so terrible in here.
"I want to go home."  I want to yell out, but I can't.

I met terrible landlord and agent. Damn! How bad luck I have. Bloody Australia, bloody landlord, bloody agent, bloody house, bloody sharemate. I think I never feel happy and relax since I have lived in Australia. I only felt depressed, angry, stress, and anxious. I can't find anyone listen to me. Listening what I want to say.
Actually, there is only one thing I really want which is simple study life. There may some people said that this is a change to learn something that we never learn before about our life and it is a good experience. yeah. That's right. I can't deny this. But, sometimes, I think I'm not strong enough to deal with those things which happened in my life. I'm only 22 years old. I grow up in Taiwan. Before I came to Australia, I never experience though those things. Those things make me freaked out and exhausted.  

There was a guy asking me that don't think life too seriously. How bloody that he can said that. He's living in  his parents' house. He doesn't need to worry about anything about his life. He just like if I still live in Taiwan. I also can take it easy for everything. I don't need to worry about language problem. I don't need to worry about that if I got some troubles and I can't find anyone to help me.

I never have any happy experiences such as school life just like normal girls have. It's difficult to make friends with other people in here because of some reasons such as language, culture, behaviours something like that. Even though how hardly I do my study, my work, it's still difficult to have friends in here. There only are lonely and stress around me. Sometimes, it seems that I was not an teenager. I skipped teenage period in my life. I always be the good student, the good child, the good girl. God. I'm really tired about life like this. I want to escape from this world. It's terrible...

It's awful.  I will have Organisation & Management mid-semester exam, tomorrow.XP I can't remember anything in text book. I'm really worry about it. But I don't want to study it anymore. What's wrong with me? Who can help me~~~~~~~?